my secret mancrush

mancrush (click on it to check out the urbandictionary definition, go ahead, i dare you)

right? NON SEXUAL DESIRES. that's what a mancrush is. so first things first. it's definitely not against my religion to have a mancrush. and of course. girlfriend before mancrush.
anyway announcing my mancrush.
drumroll.
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it's
jensen ackles!




he's one of the protagonist in supernatural. that's probably why i like him. he's got charm!

Why do i like him? watch supernatural and you'll find out.

anyway! i even got my gaia character to dress up like him in one of the supernatural episodes.




cute right?
anyway. thats all for my ramblings today.
peace out!

my secret prayer book

in our changing times. life has lots of ups and downs.
with today's modern lifestyle. thinking. and all that.
we find ourselves living a more and more comfortable lifestyle but also a more tempting one where we tend to think about enjoying life more.

one thing we must always. always. as good Catholics. or Christians for the matter, is to pray.

and really. what better way than to utilise the modern societies technology. the internet. click for prayer book.

if you clicked. what you are looking at is a forum. a prayer book by Catholics for Catholics of the gaiaonline community. since it's kinda really hard nowadays to be spreading the joy in rl (real life) online ways actually help. especially if you are hard on time.

if you can't see the book. just join gaia. it's free. warning. it's addictive. but this forum is pretty tight.
it's got a lot of views of Catholics of all ages. and it's not so overpopulated that if you only check it once a week it'll suffice.

anyway short post this time. kinda got a headache :(

my secret glee

OH DEAR.

SORRY NEGLECTED BLOG.
and sorry to my beloved readers. if there is such a thing.

well. i finished watching glee like a month ago. suppose to write something about it.
but never came around to it. oh joy. oh should i say. oh glee.
how lame -________-;;



you might be wondering. what is this glee?

apparently it was pretty big in 2009. won some awards.

its about a highschool glee club. basically a club that does singing and dancing. it primarily suppose to focus on the singing. but these days. you know. showmanship and that kind of stuff.

this is a series you definitely don't want to miss out. i'd give it a 8.

it really shows a lot of reality. you have. asians, jocks, cheerleaders, not so good looking people, good looking people, disabled, handicapped, talented, jews, latinos, blacks and the whole lot. i didnt intend to discriminate anyone.

its a lot more down to earth. it's not just good looking people like every other series nowadays, one tree hill, supernatural, gossip girl, ladida ladida.

i enjoy the camera techniques and commentary styles use in glee.
not to mention there's some really really good singing.
a not to be missed out show. watch it guys!



i enjoy this picture. funneehh.

my secret st. patricks day

If you all didnt know. today. 17th march. is St. Patrick's day. i didn't know myself
haha. until i went to mass. St. Patrick is well, duh, a Saint. but his day is celebrated for all the wrong reasons! with lots of drinking, and green beer. gross. he is actually celebrated because he is the St that brought Catholicism to Ireland!
a true hero.

Since it's a Feast day, i thought i make a post relating to religion.

Something the priest said, which i think is something good to blog about. when St. Patrick was 16. he said he still hasn't had a REAL relationship with God.
his father was a deacon and his Grandfather was a priest. the thing to note here. just because you go to church, doesn't mean you have a relationship with God. you have to make the effort. prayer, and trying to do his will. having conversations with God, even though sometimes you don't feel like he's replying, but he's there. he listens :)

and whats important to remember is! it's never too late to have a relationship with God. God loves us all very very very very much. and no matter how old, what you look like, colour of your skin, he'll accept you if you want to have a relationship with him.

just thought i should let you'll know :)
Praise the Lord.

my secret lent

today is one of the days of this Lenten season.
if you don't know what lent is, its the season where we prepare ourselves for the Lords death and resurrection.

notable things about lent that Catholics do, every friday we don't eat meat. and during lent we are suppose to give up something we love. like a sacrifice.

but as my priest explained, it's not just about giving up something we like. there's a reason to that! we don't giving up simply to sacrifice. but we suppose to give it up so that we can become closer. spend more time. concentrate on God. I think generally younger generations just give up for the sake of Lent but don't really know why we give up. it's like, "oh, i'll give up computer games. so instead i'll kill that time i used to play computers games by watching tv." If it's like that. then maybe we haven't really observed it properly.

I myself am tryin to give up something for Lent. not just Lent but for life. i'm shy to mention. but i think almost every guy has done this before. ahem

even though modern day society says it's okay to do it. and it's healthy, prevents cancer or something. It's still a sin. and it separates me from God. Every Lent i've tried but failed miserably, but this time i think there's a difference :) tommorow i'll be a week clean! although i haven't been clean the whole of lent :(
But i think it'll be good. cos the less i sin, the more closer i can get to God :)

so with that in mind. well for next Lent, or the remainder of Lent. do something about it!

my secret life at gaiaonline.com

so. based on the title. i'm pretty sure you can guess. it's kinda a website review. but it's more of a gamer review. gaia online has been around for a very long time.
in fact, it's underwent some serious changes!

i first played this game in 2004 or 2005. can't remember. but i'm pretty sure it was that long ago. so all my items are ridiculously old. but with time. my items can't be bought anymore. so making some of them quite expensive! i have a winged anklet which is around 3 million gold. my most expensive luxury item. hehehe.

what gaia online is basically about, is pretty much a forum, making friends, playin mini games, earnin gold so you can make your avatar look super awesome. here's my avatar.



i don't know why. but it seems i like the black style avatar.
but i'm going to make new avatars. after. after i buy that ridiculously expensive sword. 220k. grr. well i'm halfway there.

what's new with gaia is, now you can have an aquarium! house! and car.






and there's this online mmorpg. no download required. it's pretty sweet as it gets you new items for your avatar, and helps you make gold



thats all for now! but i'm sure you'll be hearing more in the future :P

my secret pandora heart

OK! after my short hiatus. cos i was sooo caught up in gaia online. which i will blog about. hmm. tommorow?

i'm back. and today. is. *drum roll*

anime! since i just finished pandora hearts.



it's a semi serious anime. serious in a sense that it has a lot of themes of self discovery, in a philosophical way. well i don't think kids will think much of it. but as a semi adult, i makes you think a bit.

it's a really whole new take on Lewis Caroll's Alice in wonderland. It incoporates many many many characters and references from Alic in Wonderland and through the looking-glass.

The main characters are shown up there. the black haired girl is Alice. "..." no duh. we don't expect Alice to be a boy. -_-

err. moving on. well it's about the blond hair kid, he like was suddenly taken into a different world where he meets Alice, and they escape to find out who they really are. something like that. well the other world is kinda like a prison. so they escape from prison! interesting huh?
well. the anime is really really cute.
look at these pics!






funny!

well. the anime is fun to watch. but it ended quite. surprisingly. so it's like. what? thats it? so "potong steam"
if you don't know what "potong steam" is a kinda term for when you get really excited and it turns out really disappointing. as in, when you are really excited you steam up, and then potong is cut. so it's cut steam. well yea. there you have it.
lame. what can you expect from the malay language?

anyway this anime gets a 7/10

i hope they release season 2 so we can find out what's the truth behind the story

p/s: im going to read the manga to find out ending.